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A Revelation
19:35 Mar 21 2011
Times Read: 455
Let’s see.
I haven’t written in here for a long ass time. But that’s only because I didn’t have anything really productive to say expect for a long list of my misgivings and what I have done wrong, and of course, long ass list of apologizes to people that I have definitely done wrong. But that’s alright. I promise I won’t bitch too much in this journal. But there is a leech on my chest, and its sucking up my soul, if I don’t let it out now. I could never come to a compromise with myself let alone others.
So I admit I have been thinking for quite some time now. Day and Night. Night and Day. Not just thinking about my past. But also about my present state. And how my future will become. If I kept living this fast life, I so called “get out free card”, I won’t even live to see the age of 30. I’ll be either dead or in jail somewhere from all these drugs, drinking, self harming, getting into trouble.
So Here was my revelation to myself. I promise myself. Not to anyone else. Not to Satan. Not to my boyfriend. Not to my life. But only to myself, that I will quit all of these things. I will make a better life for myself. Even if I already dug my grave too damn deep.
And I promise, to you Danny, I will not be seeing you anytime soon like I’ve always wanted. I realized how truly stupid you were. Because you had everything, friends, a family and love. But yet, you took it all away from yourself. You had a choice. And so do I. And my decision is to take what you’ve done to yourself and to create a new chapter. I decided that if I really loved you as much as I did, I would put you in my past instead of dragging your name and burden with me in the future.
I will be a better person. I will die trying to better myself.
A Vampire's Life by Shadow (An unknown Poet). I found this on the web02:22 Mar 05 2011
Times Read: 490
A vampire's life cold and dark. A vampire's life a lonely existance.
My life is a hollow grave dead ground. The moon kisses while the sun stings and burns.
A vampire's life is dark and dence never dying but never seeing.
We are feared but then what do we fear? We have everything but it turns out we have nothing.
They want to be us, but in a vampire's life they want death.
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COMMENTS
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LordWolf
19:19 Apr 12 2011
good...your thinking.
a very good step.
~W~
EntwinedxHeart
19:31 Apr 12 2011
An absolute revelation...one which Im glad you have taken strongly into your heart...
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